since umuwi ako ng maaga today,, at wla akong klase bukas, maguupdate ako,, =)
simulan natin ang kwento sa araw ng linggo,, linggo ng madaling araw,,...
hmm,, if im not mistaken my dad arrived at around 12:30am hmm... hayun... edi nagcheck muna ng bagahe
sunday morning, nagmass kami,, tapos,, sunday afternoon, nagpunta asko sacluster assembly ng yfc,,,
sunday evening nanood ng highschool musical, sing-along version,, late sunday evening, nagaaral sa biology,, praying n sana wlang klase the nxt day,,,
God is soooo good,, classes were suspended... bwahahaha.. ligtas sa biology quiz,, monday night,, nagpunta ng sm,, nagpamodify ng ps 1 and 2,, na inuwi ni tatay,, xmpre pra sa mga boys,, for the second tym n yan,, [haaii long story].. i bought my first bible,,as in ung sa akin tlga ah.. not for the family,, i love it,, color blue xa,, hayuun,, binasa ko nga agad eh,, hehehe.. =) so natuwa nman ako un dba.. ?! malakas p dn ang ulan so,, im still hoping na wla p dng klase the next day,, kc my quiz sa philosophy,,, =) haaiii.. tinatamad ako ng sobra magaral.. waw.. nakakainis,, !!! late monday evening... ---wala ulit pasok.. wahahaha!!!
tuesday morning,, mejo tanghali na ako nagising,, nagpuyat ako the other nyt e,,, pero di dahil nagaral; ako,, wla lng,, nagpuyat lng ako,, wlanman masama dba,, wla nmang pasok e... nakalimutan kong manood ng replay ng one tree hill, nung sunday replay d ko na nga napanood,, tapos ung para sa ngayon,, d ko p dn napanood,, haaii.. kakainis!!!.. tuesday noon... umalis cla mama,, nagpunta sa ptc,, nagreport c tatay,, kasma c eleng,, tapos nagpunta ako sa adoration chapel.. kc guardian si mama,, e wla xa.. kya ako nagbantay for her,, hangsaya kc,, matagal tgal n dn akong di nakakapunta sa adoration chapel.. masaya ulit kc nabasa ko na ung unang part ng genesis,, di nman ako inantok katulad ng inaasahan ko,, masaya.. =) hahaha... tsaka naintindihan ko nman xa.. asa utak ko nga hanggang ngaun ung mga nabsa ko e.. =)
paguwi ko sa bahay.. pinagpatuloy ko ang pagbabasa ng genesis... tapos,,, c kuya thon,, baham and osh,, umalis,, nagpunta sa sm,, mineet nila sila mama,,, hayunn.. nagshopping ang mga panget... =( di kami ksma ni kuya al.. at ate mary.. =( naidlip muna ako ng sandali,, tapos nagaral kuno- sa bio.. grabe,, inaatake na nman ako ng katamaran.. huwaw... hanggaling..!!!
tuesday night... dumating sila mama.. nagluto ng food,, kumain kami,,, ako pla maghuhugas ng mga pinggan ngaung gbi..waaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!! nakalimutan ko nnmang manood ng one tree hill ...nakakainis,,, dinamdam ko yun,, so late na ulit ako nkpagaral ng bio,, inantok nq tas natulog nako,, sayang my pasok na the next day.. =(
TODAY... gumising ako ng 5:30am,, routine,, tpos umalis ng 6 quarter,, dumating sa skul ng mga 5-7 tpos dumaldal... tapos math na.. naglecture si sir elinzano.. tas nagpagawa ng exercise,, tpos umalis na... niyaya akong magcut sa pgc.. e since tapos na akong tawagin sa rctation,, wla nkong gagawin so,, sumama nman ako,, pagalis namin nila leah and pau,, nagtext c kyla.. bumalik daw c sir elinzano at napansing nawawala ako,, kya nagcheck ng attendance at yun,, nahuli kami,, haaiii.. the hell i care... hayaan mu xa.. ang nakakainis lng,, pumasok ako ng maaga tpos aabsenan nya ko.. e umalis na xa't tym na.. tpos balikbalik xa.. kumain kami sa jobi ng pancake,, nagcut sa pgc,, pra magreview sa theology na ndi ko alam na may quiz pla.. bumalik kami sa skul nung theology na.. tpos inannounce nya na wla kaming quiz,, so ako dba,, prang,, aaahhh..--- nagcut ako ng pgc at naabsenan sa math dahil magaaral ako sa theology tpos biglang wla plang quiz... waaaaahhhhh!!!!! kamusta nman yon..??!!! afer nung theo.. biology nah,, hayun,, nagquiz,,, edi basa't sagot nman ako ng mga alam ko,, ina-analays ko pa dw kunwari ung multiple choice,, tpos pagtingin ko sa relo.. 5 min. na lng e taym na.. p*tek.. d pa ko tapos sa multiple choice,, meron pa akong identification tapos taym na agad... wwaaaahhhh!!!! nawindang tlga ako non,, buti na lng at di nman ganon kahirap ang mga identification,, at nasagutan ko nman ung mga alam ko't nakahula pa ako ng mga ndi ko alam,,, meron dn akong 4 na blanko.. =(
hayuunn,, umuwi ako ng maaga... xmpre pagood shot... nakatipid pa ako ng pera..
tapos hayun,, monday afternoon,, eto,,, nagtatayp bukas wla kaming pasok mga 'am' dahil my faculty meeting!!! hansaya dba?!
12:58 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006 COLOURED.
Bad Influence one having power to influence another;
choice mo nman kung papaimpluwensiya ka dba?..
nakakabadtrip kc friends ng sister ko e
d nman sa sinasabi kong tlgang bad influence sila..
inaamin ko dn na may pagkasutil dn ang kapatid ko
pero grabe.. sobra na...
kakatapos lng ng isang matinding sermon-an d2 sa room
pano ba nman, pinapatawag na nman ng office ang mama ko, dahil sa kapatid ko,,
ok lng sana kung tungkol sa mga magagandang bagay ang sasabihin ng mga taga office sa mama ko
pero ndi e..
naaawa ako sa mama ko,,
sobra..
haaii..
kakadismaya ang araw na ito..
nawawalan ako ng gana magpost
badtrip!
9:29 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 COLOURED.
accidentally in love...
hmm.. wahahaha.. kinikilig ako.. wla lng.. after ng halos 2 weeks ng ndi pagkita sa taong toh ay sa wakas,, nakita ko na siya ulit.. hihihi.. wala lng.. ang saya ko.. mayroon akong 'crush' officer siya ng isang org dun sa college namin.. hayunn.. kahit na walang gwapo sa blak ko,, oki lng,, masaya nman e,, wlang distraksyon habang nagaaral.. hahaha.. as usual,, laging lumilipad ang utak ko,, kapag ayaw kong makinig,, andun sa ibang flr.. hahaha.. itong wik dn nga pala,, lumipat kami ng rum,, mejo nakakaiis,, una kc,, yung rum ng kras ko e nasa 4th flr,, [sa 3rd flr n yung rum ko neon,,] pangalawa,, ung locker ko e nasa 4th flr dn,, kaya hayunn,, akyat panaog,, inis!!
ang kagandahan nman non, e.. di na maxadong mangangawit paa ko sa kaka-akyat hanggang 4th flr.. =)
So she said what's the problem baby What's the problem I don't know Well maybe I'm in love (love) Think about it every time I think about it Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love) Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on Turn a little faster Come on, come on The world will follow after Come on, come on Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running Running down into the spring that's coming all this love Melting under blue skies Belting out sunlight Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender To the strawberry ice cream Never ever end of all this love Well I didn't mean to do it But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning Mean we're never alone, Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on Move a little closer Come on, Come on I want to hear you whisper Come on, Come on Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on Jump a little higher Come on, come on If you feel a little lighter Come on, come on We were once Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come on Spin a little tighter Come on, come on And the world's a little brighter Come on, come on Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
-------------------------------------------------------------- my band praktis ako sa saturday,, hmm.. para sa pre-con ng sector namin,, excited ako.. kc xempre,, gus2 ko tlga makasali,, pero nagaalangan dn ako,, maraming rason e,,
sobrang feeling ko, di ako mxdong magkakaroon ng tym pra magpraktis,, kc nga hangdaming ginagawa sa skul,, sunodsunod exams and tambak assignments..
malapit na prelims kaya,, yun,,mejo pa-'GC" muna ako hanggang sa matapos ung prelims,,
alam ko nman na ndi ako ganun kagaling,, marunong ako pero di ako magaling,, gets? tapos ibang klaseng gitara pa 2ng hahawakan ko,, bass guitar,, hmm.. alam ko nman ung basic,, ung a,b,c, etc.. pero xmpre dba?.. iba pa dn un.. basta.. hahahaha
mejo,, maselan tong rason na toh.. personal e,, baka pagpinost ko d2 ay magalit pa ang iba.. ='(
cguro,, kailangan ng pagbabago sa mga sked.. hm.. =) kailngan tlga may isacrifice na ako dis tym... waaaaahhh.. ang hirap.. di ko kaya.. huhuhu!! nakakainis!! sana tlga...
hmm... ayoko masira ang maganda kong mood.. =) smayl na lng ako.. haahahaha!!!
my first upper household evr. since i am now a household leader,i attended my first upper household with our chapter heads ate jajhie and kuya nico and my co-household heads. ate mariz, cheen, thea, shobe, patrick and lloyd. we began the household with a worship, with patrick as the worship leader, [i miss this one haven't worship my God for a long time now..] and it always felt good being in His presence even just for a while. our heads have discussed the difference between commitment and involvement. we also talked about the things that we've done after our last formal gathering wich is the household head training last june 10 i think,, well.. they asked us,, what have we realized after the training,, after we committed with our God once again,, what are the things that we think we can sacrifice,, and when are we planning to do it. hmm.. let me think.. after i committed myself once again, i have realized a lot of things.. that being a household head leader means more responsibilities, that i should be a good example to my members which is a hard thing to do, because you really have to be good,, i mean not that you have to pretend that you're good but you really have to change not only for your members but for yourself, because you don't want to fool yourself,, and fool your members,.. now,, they are looking up to you,, you will have a great impact to them, you are the one responsible for their activeness.. you have to be there for them, treat them as your own sister. well,, you may think it's hard to do,, well me too.. but it is MY choice. God gave me this oppurtunity to take care of His children,, and i would be very glad to take it. i may not be the perfect leader, but i will do my best to be the best leader for them,, everything will change from now on, because now, i am willing to give up my free time,, i will alot it to my members,, for me, it's really a hard thing to do, because i am a party girl,, and i love hanging out with friends killing time by grabbing some coffee, or any drink.. but please don't expect me to do it instantly,, everybody needs adjustments.. and i can used a lil adjustment too. i am not perfect at all so, please give me some time to accomplish these things. hmm.. kuya nico said .."rome isnt build in a day" so thats it.. i'll star my sacrifice i think when the lower household starts, i told them that i will start after i received the list of my members, and i am really excited in calling them one by one but i am nervous too.. because, you know,, the feeling of rejection,, and everything.. ate jajhie quoted"I am working in you, you just have to be sensitive " [not the exact words] she said that, God is working in us, He sent us to make His children feel that He is also working in them,, sometimes we feel that we are unworthy because we're not sensitive enough to know that God is with us. i still dont know if i am ready for this, but with God beside me, i know i can do it,, i'l just pray for his guidance during the process,, and il be okay. thats it! they told us a story about a person who is dying because he hasnt eaten anything for days,, once upon a time there was a chicken and a pig, the chicken asked the pig, "anu kaya mabibigay natin sa taong yun para hindi magutom, kawawa nman sya eh,, baka mamatay siya.." the pig just sigh and think some more, then the chicken said, "aahh.. alam ko na, maglelay na lng ako ng eggs para makain niya" ..at nag lay nga xa ng egg.. the pig said to himself..."ahuh! alam ko na" and then hayuunn,, nagpakamatay si pig.. He gave his all, kc theres nothing more that he can give because he cant lay eggs, and he cant give the person some milk,, all he can offer Him is the meat, and for him to be able to give it, he have to sacrifice his own life,, ...that is the difference between being involved and being committed.. being committed means sacrificing more, and sharing what you have eventhough you know that nothing will be left for you,, sharing unselfishly.. being involved,, parang wala lng,, para lng masabi na nakatulong ka,, and sana sa service natin kay God, hindi lng tayo involved, dapat committed tayo sa kanya.. i know that sometimes it's hard,, sometimes we fall out of the circulation,, kc minsan hindi nagiging balance,, sabi nga ni kuya nico "maganda siguro kung balance lng ang lahat" it's true.. i am trying to balance my schedule, and so far i think i am doing good, because i have accomplished a lot of things lately without even cramming, so unlikely of me, because i am a certified crammer! also kuya nico wishes that with regards to our service and praying he prefers informal balancing of things,,
after the long talks and sharing, kuya nico and ate jajhie gave us the list and contact no.s of our beloved members.. haha,.!! questions were asked, and then the time for goodbye has arrived, cheen, patrick and lloyd went home together,, we stayed because ate jajhie let us eat some decent food,, we talked some more, and then they honor the bday celebrator's which is me and shobe,, and that's it, time for us to go,, kuya nico lead the closing prayer. we walked from ate jajhie's condo which is located along quezon ave. to pantranco to ride a jeep. before we went home we bought a cake for tita ampy coz it's her bday today! happy bday tita ampy! and then we grabbed some ice cream at jolibee.. and that's it,, that ends my day..
actually this post will end my day.. certified crammer now signing off....
9:15 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 COLOURED.
for the past seventeen years, i have been a bad gurl but God has been good to me.. after all the bad things that i have done before, he blessed me with a lot of good friends that i can treasure for the rest of my life.. i just want to thank my friends who didn't forget this special day.. `thanks guys!!' and for those who forgot..,, `ganyanan.. porket kolehiyo na't nasa mas mataas na skul kesa skin,, kinakalimutan na ko...' hahaha.. just kidding!.. its okey guys,, i didn't expect greetings from all of you,, i am now, seventeen yrs' old... and i can have boyfriends.. haha.. lots`af boys!!! hahaha.. no- service to God first, i believe in 'true love waits' hahaha!!
that's it.. again guys thank you, you all made my day!! i so love my friends!! miss ya all,, `ope to see yah`al soon!!! =) kip in touch!
11:07 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 COLOURED.
hapie bertdei to me!!!
i am sixteen going onSEVENTEEN
oh my gosh,, i am a year older na nman,, haha,, xcted akong magpost e,, kc inaantok na ko,, pero mya mya pa bertdei ko,, pag 12:00 am na,, hayuun... wla lng.. bagong skin, para sa bertdei ko,, im kinda busy lately,, ngeon lng tlga ako ngkaron ng chance na magpost,, hayuun,, puro drafts na ako,,, kkinis,,, eniwei... napanood nyo ba yung hayskul musical?? haha.. wala lng,, hangkyut kaya... i dont care kung anu man ang sasabihin ng iba,, basta,, hangkyut ng mga songs dun,,, hayuun,,, na e-lss na nga ako e,, hahaha,,, wala akong org sa skul,, wla lng,, nkktamad e,, gus2 ko magconcentrate sa studies,, haha,, GC na po ako ngeon e,, people,, hangdami ng nagbago sa aking mga perspective,, priorities,,, at sa iba pang bagay,,, pero as ako,, ako pa rin toh, don't worry,, haayy,, namimiss ko na keo,, lahat kau!! oo.. pati ikaw reader!! miss na kita!!! hanu ba yhan kadire na tong post ko,, hayuunn... bertdei ko na.. ilang minuto na lng,, ayaw ko na hintayin,, an2k nako e..
hapi bertdei 2 me hapi bertdei to me, hapi bertdei hapi bertdei,, hapibertdei to me,,,
11:03 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006 COLOURED.
update!!!
yeah!!!
since umuwi ako ng maaga today,, at wla akong klase bukas, maguupdate ako,, =)
simulan natin ang kwento sa araw ng linggo,, linggo ng madaling araw,,...
hmm,, if im not mistaken my dad arrived at around 12:30am hmm... hayun... edi nagcheck muna ng bagahe
sunday morning, nagmass kami,, tapos,, sunday afternoon, nagpunta asko sacluster assembly ng yfc,,,
sunday evening nanood ng highschool musical, sing-along version,, late sunday evening, nagaaral sa biology,, praying n sana wlang klase the nxt day,,,
God is soooo good,, classes were suspended... bwahahaha.. ligtas sa biology quiz,, monday night,, nagpunta ng sm,, nagpamodify ng ps 1 and 2,, na inuwi ni tatay,, xmpre pra sa mga boys,, for the second tym n yan,, [haaii long story].. i bought my first bible,,as in ung sa akin tlga ah.. not for the family,, i love it,, color blue xa,, hayuun,, binasa ko nga agad eh,, hehehe.. =) so natuwa nman ako un dba.. ?! malakas p dn ang ulan so,, im still hoping na wla p dng klase the next day,, kc my quiz sa philosophy,,, =) haaiii.. tinatamad ako ng sobra magaral.. waw.. nakakainis,, !!! late monday evening... ---wala ulit pasok.. wahahaha!!!
tuesday morning,, mejo tanghali na ako nagising,, nagpuyat ako the other nyt e,,, pero di dahil nagaral; ako,, wla lng,, nagpuyat lng ako,, wlanman masama dba,, wla nmang pasok e... nakalimutan kong manood ng replay ng one tree hill, nung sunday replay d ko na nga napanood,, tapos ung para sa ngayon,, d ko p dn napanood,, haaii.. kakainis!!!.. tuesday noon... umalis cla mama,, nagpunta sa ptc,, nagreport c tatay,, kasma c eleng,, tapos nagpunta ako sa adoration chapel.. kc guardian si mama,, e wla xa.. kya ako nagbantay for her,, hangsaya kc,, matagal tgal n dn akong di nakakapunta sa adoration chapel.. masaya ulit kc nabasa ko na ung unang part ng genesis,, di nman ako inantok katulad ng inaasahan ko,, masaya.. =) hahaha... tsaka naintindihan ko nman xa.. asa utak ko nga hanggang ngaun ung mga nabsa ko e.. =)
paguwi ko sa bahay.. pinagpatuloy ko ang pagbabasa ng genesis... tapos,,, c kuya thon,, baham and osh,, umalis,, nagpunta sa sm,, mineet nila sila mama,,, hayunn.. nagshopping ang mga panget... =( di kami ksma ni kuya al.. at ate mary.. =( naidlip muna ako ng sandali,, tapos nagaral kuno- sa bio.. grabe,, inaatake na nman ako ng katamaran.. huwaw... hanggaling..!!!
tuesday night... dumating sila mama.. nagluto ng food,, kumain kami,,, ako pla maghuhugas ng mga pinggan ngaung gbi..waaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!! nakalimutan ko nnmang manood ng one tree hill ...nakakainis,,, dinamdam ko yun,, so late na ulit ako nkpagaral ng bio,, inantok nq tas natulog nako,, sayang my pasok na the next day.. =(
TODAY... gumising ako ng 5:30am,, routine,, tpos umalis ng 6 quarter,, dumating sa skul ng mga 5-7 tpos dumaldal... tapos math na.. naglecture si sir elinzano.. tas nagpagawa ng exercise,, tpos umalis na... niyaya akong magcut sa pgc.. e since tapos na akong tawagin sa rctation,, wla nkong gagawin so,, sumama nman ako,, pagalis namin nila leah and pau,, nagtext c kyla.. bumalik daw c sir elinzano at napansing nawawala ako,, kya nagcheck ng attendance at yun,, nahuli kami,, haaiii.. the hell i care... hayaan mu xa.. ang nakakainis lng,, pumasok ako ng maaga tpos aabsenan nya ko.. e umalis na xa't tym na.. tpos balikbalik xa.. kumain kami sa jobi ng pancake,, nagcut sa pgc,, pra magreview sa theology na ndi ko alam na may quiz pla.. bumalik kami sa skul nung theology na.. tpos inannounce nya na wla kaming quiz,, so ako dba,, prang,, aaahhh..--- nagcut ako ng pgc at naabsenan sa math dahil magaaral ako sa theology tpos biglang wla plang quiz... waaaaahhhhh!!!!! kamusta nman yon..??!!! afer nung theo.. biology nah,, hayun,, nagquiz,,, edi basa't sagot nman ako ng mga alam ko,, ina-analays ko pa dw kunwari ung multiple choice,, tpos pagtingin ko sa relo.. 5 min. na lng e taym na.. p*tek.. d pa ko tapos sa multiple choice,, meron pa akong identification tapos taym na agad... wwaaaahhhh!!!! nawindang tlga ako non,, buti na lng at di nman ganon kahirap ang mga identification,, at nasagutan ko nman ung mga alam ko't nakahula pa ako ng mga ndi ko alam,,, meron dn akong 4 na blanko.. =(
hayuunn,, umuwi ako ng maaga... xmpre pagood shot... nakatipid pa ako ng pera..
tapos hayun,, monday afternoon,, eto,,, nagtatayp bukas wla kaming pasok mga 'am' dahil my faculty meeting!!! hansaya dba?!
hmm.. wahahaha.. kinikilig ako.. wla lng.. after ng halos 2 weeks ng ndi pagkita sa taong toh ay sa wakas,, nakita ko na siya ulit.. hihihi.. wala lng.. ang saya ko.. mayroon akong 'crush' officer siya ng isang org dun sa college namin.. hayunn.. kahit na walang gwapo sa blak ko,, oki lng,, masaya nman e,, wlang distraksyon habang nagaaral.. hahaha.. as usual,, laging lumilipad ang utak ko,, kapag ayaw kong makinig,, andun sa ibang flr.. hahaha.. itong wik dn nga pala,, lumipat kami ng rum,, mejo nakakaiis,, una kc,, yung rum ng kras ko e nasa 4th flr,, [sa 3rd flr n yung rum ko neon,,] pangalawa,, ung locker ko e nasa 4th flr dn,, kaya hayunn,, akyat panaog,, inis!!
ang kagandahan nman non, e.. di na maxadong mangangawit paa ko sa kaka-akyat hanggang 4th flr.. =)
So she said what's the problem baby What's the problem I don't know Well maybe I'm in love (love) Think about it every time I think about it Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love) Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on Turn a little faster Come on, come on The world will follow after Come on, come on Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running Running down into the spring that's coming all this love Melting under blue skies Belting out sunlight Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender To the strawberry ice cream Never ever end of all this love Well I didn't mean to do it But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning Mean we're never alone, Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on Move a little closer Come on, Come on I want to hear you whisper Come on, Come on Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on Jump a little higher Come on, come on If you feel a little lighter Come on, come on We were once Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come on Spin a little tighter Come on, come on And the world's a little brighter Come on, come on Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
-------------------------------------------------------------- my band praktis ako sa saturday,, hmm.. para sa pre-con ng sector namin,, excited ako.. kc xempre,, gus2 ko tlga makasali,, pero nagaalangan dn ako,, maraming rason e,,
sobrang feeling ko, di ako mxdong magkakaroon ng tym pra magpraktis,, kc nga hangdaming ginagawa sa skul,, sunodsunod exams and tambak assignments..
malapit na prelims kaya,, yun,,mejo pa-'GC" muna ako hanggang sa matapos ung prelims,,
alam ko nman na ndi ako ganun kagaling,, marunong ako pero di ako magaling,, gets? tapos ibang klaseng gitara pa 2ng hahawakan ko,, bass guitar,, hmm.. alam ko nman ung basic,, ung a,b,c, etc.. pero xmpre dba?.. iba pa dn un.. basta.. hahahaha
mejo,, maselan tong rason na toh.. personal e,, baka pagpinost ko d2 ay magalit pa ang iba.. ='(
cguro,, kailangan ng pagbabago sa mga sked.. hm.. =) kailngan tlga may isacrifice na ako dis tym... waaaaahhh.. ang hirap.. di ko kaya.. huhuhu!! nakakainis!! sana tlga...
hmm... ayoko masira ang maganda kong mood.. =) smayl na lng ako.. haahahaha!!!
my first upper household evr. since i am now a household leader,i attended my first upper household with our chapter heads ate jajhie and kuya nico and my co-household heads. ate mariz, cheen, thea, shobe, patrick and lloyd. we began the household with a worship, with patrick as the worship leader, [i miss this one haven't worship my God for a long time now..] and it always felt good being in His presence even just for a while. our heads have discussed the difference between commitment and involvement. we also talked about the things that we've done after our last formal gathering wich is the household head training last june 10 i think,, well.. they asked us,, what have we realized after the training,, after we committed with our God once again,, what are the things that we think we can sacrifice,, and when are we planning to do it. hmm.. let me think.. after i committed myself once again, i have realized a lot of things.. that being a household head leader means more responsibilities, that i should be a good example to my members which is a hard thing to do, because you really have to be good,, i mean not that you have to pretend that you're good but you really have to change not only for your members but for yourself, because you don't want to fool yourself,, and fool your members,.. now,, they are looking up to you,, you will have a great impact to them, you are the one responsible for their activeness.. you have to be there for them, treat them as your own sister. well,, you may think it's hard to do,, well me too.. but it is MY choice. God gave me this oppurtunity to take care of His children,, and i would be very glad to take it. i may not be the perfect leader, but i will do my best to be the best leader for them,, everything will change from now on, because now, i am willing to give up my free time,, i will alot it to my members,, for me, it's really a hard thing to do, because i am a party girl,, and i love hanging out with friends killing time by grabbing some coffee, or any drink.. but please don't expect me to do it instantly,, everybody needs adjustments.. and i can used a lil adjustment too. i am not perfect at all so, please give me some time to accomplish these things. hmm.. kuya nico said .."rome isnt build in a day" so thats it.. i'll star my sacrifice i think when the lower household starts, i told them that i will start after i received the list of my members, and i am really excited in calling them one by one but i am nervous too.. because, you know,, the feeling of rejection,, and everything.. ate jajhie quoted"I am working in you, you just have to be sensitive " [not the exact words] she said that, God is working in us, He sent us to make His children feel that He is also working in them,, sometimes we feel that we are unworthy because we're not sensitive enough to know that God is with us. i still dont know if i am ready for this, but with God beside me, i know i can do it,, i'l just pray for his guidance during the process,, and il be okay. thats it! they told us a story about a person who is dying because he hasnt eaten anything for days,, once upon a time there was a chicken and a pig, the chicken asked the pig, "anu kaya mabibigay natin sa taong yun para hindi magutom, kawawa nman sya eh,, baka mamatay siya.." the pig just sigh and think some more, then the chicken said, "aahh.. alam ko na, maglelay na lng ako ng eggs para makain niya" ..at nag lay nga xa ng egg.. the pig said to himself..."ahuh! alam ko na" and then hayuunn,, nagpakamatay si pig.. He gave his all, kc theres nothing more that he can give because he cant lay eggs, and he cant give the person some milk,, all he can offer Him is the meat, and for him to be able to give it, he have to sacrifice his own life,, ...that is the difference between being involved and being committed.. being committed means sacrificing more, and sharing what you have eventhough you know that nothing will be left for you,, sharing unselfishly.. being involved,, parang wala lng,, para lng masabi na nakatulong ka,, and sana sa service natin kay God, hindi lng tayo involved, dapat committed tayo sa kanya.. i know that sometimes it's hard,, sometimes we fall out of the circulation,, kc minsan hindi nagiging balance,, sabi nga ni kuya nico "maganda siguro kung balance lng ang lahat" it's true.. i am trying to balance my schedule, and so far i think i am doing good, because i have accomplished a lot of things lately without even cramming, so unlikely of me, because i am a certified crammer! also kuya nico wishes that with regards to our service and praying he prefers informal balancing of things,,
after the long talks and sharing, kuya nico and ate jajhie gave us the list and contact no.s of our beloved members.. haha,.!! questions were asked, and then the time for goodbye has arrived, cheen, patrick and lloyd went home together,, we stayed because ate jajhie let us eat some decent food,, we talked some more, and then they honor the bday celebrator's which is me and shobe,, and that's it, time for us to go,, kuya nico lead the closing prayer. we walked from ate jajhie's condo which is located along quezon ave. to pantranco to ride a jeep. before we went home we bought a cake for tita ampy coz it's her bday today! happy bday tita ampy! and then we grabbed some ice cream at jolibee.. and that's it,, that ends my day..
actually this post will end my day.. certified crammer now signing off....
for the past seventeen years, i have been a bad gurl but God has been good to me.. after all the bad things that i have done before, he blessed me with a lot of good friends that i can treasure for the rest of my life.. i just want to thank my friends who didn't forget this special day.. `thanks guys!!' and for those who forgot..,, `ganyanan.. porket kolehiyo na't nasa mas mataas na skul kesa skin,, kinakalimutan na ko...' hahaha.. just kidding!.. its okey guys,, i didn't expect greetings from all of you,, i am now, seventeen yrs' old... and i can have boyfriends.. haha.. lots`af boys!!! hahaha.. no- service to God first, i believe in 'true love waits' hahaha!!
that's it.. again guys thank you, you all made my day!! i so love my friends!! miss ya all,, `ope to see yah`al soon!!! =) kip in touch!
oh my gosh,, i am a year older na nman,, haha,, xcted akong magpost e,, kc inaantok na ko,, pero mya mya pa bertdei ko,, pag 12:00 am na,, hayuun... wla lng.. bagong skin, para sa bertdei ko,, im kinda busy lately,, ngeon lng tlga ako ngkaron ng chance na magpost,, hayuun,, puro drafts na ako,,, kkinis,,, eniwei... napanood nyo ba yung hayskul musical?? haha.. wala lng,, hangkyut kaya... i dont care kung anu man ang sasabihin ng iba,, basta,, hangkyut ng mga songs dun,,, hayuun,,, na e-lss na nga ako e,, hahaha,,, wala akong org sa skul,, wla lng,, nkktamad e,, gus2 ko magconcentrate sa studies,, haha,, GC na po ako ngeon e,, people,, hangdami ng nagbago sa aking mga perspective,, priorities,,, at sa iba pang bagay,,, pero as ako,, ako pa rin toh, don't worry,, haayy,, namimiss ko na keo,, lahat kau!! oo.. pati ikaw reader!! miss na kita!!! hanu ba yhan kadire na tong post ko,, hayuunn... bertdei ko na.. ilang minuto na lng,, ayaw ko na hintayin,, an2k nako e..
hapi bertdei 2 me hapi bertdei to me, hapi bertdei hapi bertdei,, hapibertdei to me,,,
HELLO! VISITOR, A LIL PIECE OF INFO ABOUT the BLOGGER. YOU CAN CALL HER RMI SHE LOVE COLOURS. NO FAVORITISMS SHE CAN GO WITH ANY COLORS DEPENDING ON HER MOOD !
the blogger is a graduating student of Marketing Management in the University of Santo Tomas
loves eating and chatting with friends
major interest is fashion and tv series such as Supernatural, One tree hill, Glee, Gossip girl, boys over flowers, and many more.
I love MUSIC
Since i love music and i am addicted to it, i'll post here lyrics and chords(I'll try to fix that soon) of my favorite songs.
ive got a playlist from mixpod. will update this hmm.. REGULARLY. for now. get sick of the current songs. hehe!
My new Favorite... RT played this as a reflection song during our youth camp.
I've been Lokking for this for the longest time, it actually slipped my mind,
Good thing He played this.. Thanx RT
YOUR EVERYTHING
(WOODSTRUCK ALBUM 2)
In the darkness of life
I search for your light
You alone are my hope oh Lord
Its You Alone..Its You alone
I surrender to You
Take all of my pride
You alone are my savior Lord
Its You alone... Its You alone...
Chorus
You gave up your life for me
You set me free and You
showed me your love
You've given your Everything
for me to live
Bridge
Never have you walked away from me
YOu were always there when I need you
Now and forever I will serve You my master
I will follow You
this one is a Worship song that really struck me during the REVIVE kasangga overnight.
im in love with it! ;)
THROUGH IT ALL
HILLSONG UNITED
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
HOPES
Its a hope of COLOURS
-i wish for HIGHer GRADES----------
-I wish for a HAPPY AND CONTINuOUS LOVE LIFE----------
-I wish and hope for a strong faith and stronger service----------
-I wish to see the sky smile again----------
-I wish for a year full of Fun----------
-I wish for myself happiness----------
-I wish my friends and family happiness, good health and peace of mind---------
THE TODOLIST
MY TO DO LIST!
Laundry Business Feasibility study
SECTORCONFERENCE "HOMERUN"
HOUSEHOLD
Chapter assembly
Planning for November Youth Camp
METROCON
GRADPIC PHOTOSHOOT
here's my unofficial mtv for "the art of letting go by Mikaila" this was a requirement for my Integrated Marketing Communications subject. Doing this video was a total exasperation for me and tin. the guy from the vid was my dear friend Nikko Gomez who was kind enough to help me and tin and was very generous to let us use his condo unit and his face for the vid. thanx nikko.
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