just got home from outaliv's gig at freedom bar. owell. i survived with only 250 pesos in my pocket. i enjoyed watching them.. they played awesome songs tonight. ;)
cos i didnt have any money we went home riding a jeep. earl, pol and me.
and
i hate it when they check out other girls.. damn respect. you're actually holding my hand.
f*ckng guys, cant behave. damn it!
well, one thing that also struck me was ton's question..
"o bat kayo ganyan,..? KAYO BA?"DANG!!!!DANG!!!!
even if he said it as a joke or whatever.. kaboom!
another thing... I HATE GOING HOME WITHOUT EARL.
ERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
i shouldn't have insisted of riding the tryk alone. i should've asked him and pol to come with me. freakin ministop crew and sec. guard. i felt harassed.
anyway. even if the whole song is about leaving a guy hanging on.. this is still my favorite song.
"stay here.."
and yea.. this one he whispered to me..
"..you're beautiful, you're beautiful...."
-Hangman, OUTALIV
11:58 PM
Friday, June 19, 2009 COLOURED.
"I'm tired of feeling bad... I'd rather feel nothing, it's better... it's easier." --Brooke Davis
I'm just tired. i wanna be completely happy for once. that feeling that makes your heart jump of so much happiness. the peace of mind that you enjoy just because you know that everything is okay and will be okay. but it seem that i cant find that happiness now. gud thing was i wasn't struggling with family and friends issues. I'm not saying that i don't feel happiness in those aspects, I'm just saying that its "kulang". and with the many issues i am facing right now, IDK. i feel hopeless. i know that God will always be there. but at times even if i talk to him, there are just questions that he didn't answer right away. i really have to struggle to find answers. not because my ears are closed but because its just not the right time. and it hurts. im in so much pain.
and the only person that i wish to be there isnt there. he doesnt want to be there. and i know i cant demand. i just cant. it hurts but there's nothing i can do.. but to face the world even if it hurts. even if its all going down.
11:12 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 COLOURED.
becos i like you
a lot has happened recently and i cant really process all of them.. well discovery camp and then met up with earl. then first day party.
well this didn't bother me too much but it has become a habit, and i hate myself because when i get too curious i try to find answers which sometimes, i think.. is not essential anymore. last night, this guy happened to invite me again.. and i swore myself I'll find the real reason behind it. i agreed to meet up. and hey i kinda trust him cos he's my friend.. and its a good thing that we're not alone. he has friends there that i also know. so i didn't worry too much. bad thing was, i was drunk. and to make the story short, he TRIED to take advantage of the situation. i thank God, that somehow, the FRIENDSHIP still rule over. when i said NO. he stopped. but i hate it because i couldn't believe that he's gonna do that to me. his friend and i are going out. he told me he didn't know. funny thing was his friend did this to me before, but not like this. what i remember was that when i ask why they both have the same answer, "... because i like you" and damn. i didn't buy it.
and i hate myself for not hating him. its okay. i don't know. i really dont know. i need to talk to my friends... NOW.
11:52 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009 COLOURED.
be expressive today!
Your feelings for your loved ones (especially your special someone, if you're attached), and also your oldest and dearest friends, will be quite obvious to one and all now. They'll be written all over your face. Why bother trying not to express them? Be proud of what you're feeling and share it all easily with the ones you love. Sure, it may be sentimental or nostalgic, but who cares?
i got that from my friendster account. i know its all weirdo but i don't have anything to do in friendster so i just get these things. ;O the following people are the ones who made my life more meaningful. aside from my family. i would like _________ to know that...
pau. i dont know. i'll see you soon, irish told me about you not sure about feeling happy that im already in PM cos you know its going to be so hard for me, but i'll say IM EXCITED. you need not to feel bad about it. ILY.
irish. i know you already know this.. i'll miss you in the morning! you've been the very best friend i had (and pau also.) thank you for everything and i'll understand if ever you wont make up to whatever time we'll lost during the semester.
tsinito. you're like a brother to me already. and youre the best one that i got. thanks for giving me time. you know its not your responsibility. and you can live your life without me. i know its extra hard now that youre working. i really appreciate the small talks and the phone calls.
therese. hahaha! i miss you. i never imagined myself this close to you. youre one heck of a friend. ILY.
jester. momo, be good and we'll talk soon!
cheengay. thank you for everything. for the advices, you seem more mature than i am. I'm so proud you're my friend. and i have a little favor to ask. we'll talk.
vher. i know youre always there. thanks for sticking around, for being a true friend. you can count on me dude! IM HERE.
earl. thank you for making me happy at times. but i don't know. we need to talk.
11:48 AM
Monday, June 08, 2009 COLOURED.
UPDATE
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. that includes almost everything under the sun. well, i don't wanna talk about video scandals here, influenza ah1n1 virus, leadership forums, rescheduling of classes, heartaches, infidelities and others.
truth is, IDK what to write here, a lot has happened since the last time i posted an entry well,,
it rained real hard for days
i slipped inside our house
i cried cos of 2 guys
shopped for shoes
tennis/sporty day
night out with HS friends
enrollment
and a lot more.
aw. i miss bunch of people.
thanks tsinito for the phone call last night, i really miss you! ;)
thanks ver for calling me in the wee hours just to tell me you have a new number. I'm so glad you got one, no need to take chances from your other unofficial numbers.
thanks BES for talking things out with me regarding jasson and earl
thanks edmund for the concern and i hate you for not replying
thanks sonny for the advices. you gotta learn lessons of your own.
thanks to my friends. ILY all.
thanks to you, earl, for texting me every time i need you to txt me. ILY aw.
so there. ;)
ciao
9:33 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 COLOURED.
FREEdom
just got home from outaliv's gig at freedom bar. owell. i survived with only 250 pesos in my pocket. i enjoyed watching them.. they played awesome songs tonight. ;)
cos i didnt have any money we went home riding a jeep. earl, pol and me.
and
i hate it when they check out other girls.. damn respect. you're actually holding my hand.
f*ckng guys, cant behave. damn it!
well, one thing that also struck me was ton's question..
"o bat kayo ganyan,..? KAYO BA?"DANG!!!!DANG!!!!
even if he said it as a joke or whatever.. kaboom!
another thing... I HATE GOING HOME WITHOUT EARL.
ERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
i shouldn't have insisted of riding the tryk alone. i should've asked him and pol to come with me. freakin ministop crew and sec. guard. i felt harassed.
anyway. even if the whole song is about leaving a guy hanging on.. this is still my favorite song.
"I'm tired of feeling bad... I'd rather feel nothing, it's better... it's easier." --Brooke Davis
I'm just tired. i wanna be completely happy for once. that feeling that makes your heart jump of so much happiness. the peace of mind that you enjoy just because you know that everything is okay and will be okay. but it seem that i cant find that happiness now. gud thing was i wasn't struggling with family and friends issues. I'm not saying that i don't feel happiness in those aspects, I'm just saying that its "kulang". and with the many issues i am facing right now, IDK. i feel hopeless. i know that God will always be there. but at times even if i talk to him, there are just questions that he didn't answer right away. i really have to struggle to find answers. not because my ears are closed but because its just not the right time. and it hurts. im in so much pain.
and the only person that i wish to be there isnt there. he doesnt want to be there. and i know i cant demand. i just cant. it hurts but there's nothing i can do.. but to face the world even if it hurts. even if its all going down.
a lot has happened recently and i cant really process all of them.. well discovery camp and then met up with earl. then first day party.
well this didn't bother me too much but it has become a habit, and i hate myself because when i get too curious i try to find answers which sometimes, i think.. is not essential anymore. last night, this guy happened to invite me again.. and i swore myself I'll find the real reason behind it. i agreed to meet up. and hey i kinda trust him cos he's my friend.. and its a good thing that we're not alone. he has friends there that i also know. so i didn't worry too much. bad thing was, i was drunk. and to make the story short, he TRIED to take advantage of the situation. i thank God, that somehow, the FRIENDSHIP still rule over. when i said NO. he stopped. but i hate it because i couldn't believe that he's gonna do that to me. his friend and i are going out. he told me he didn't know. funny thing was his friend did this to me before, but not like this. what i remember was that when i ask why they both have the same answer, "... because i like you" and damn. i didn't buy it.
and i hate myself for not hating him. its okay. i don't know. i really dont know. i need to talk to my friends... NOW.
Your feelings for your loved ones (especially your special someone, if you're attached), and also your oldest and dearest friends, will be quite obvious to one and all now. They'll be written all over your face. Why bother trying not to express them? Be proud of what you're feeling and share it all easily with the ones you love. Sure, it may be sentimental or nostalgic, but who cares?
i got that from my friendster account. i know its all weirdo but i don't have anything to do in friendster so i just get these things. ;O the following people are the ones who made my life more meaningful. aside from my family. i would like _________ to know that...
pau. i dont know. i'll see you soon, irish told me about you not sure about feeling happy that im already in PM cos you know its going to be so hard for me, but i'll say IM EXCITED. you need not to feel bad about it. ILY.
irish. i know you already know this.. i'll miss you in the morning! you've been the very best friend i had (and pau also.) thank you for everything and i'll understand if ever you wont make up to whatever time we'll lost during the semester.
tsinito. you're like a brother to me already. and youre the best one that i got. thanks for giving me time. you know its not your responsibility. and you can live your life without me. i know its extra hard now that youre working. i really appreciate the small talks and the phone calls.
therese. hahaha! i miss you. i never imagined myself this close to you. youre one heck of a friend. ILY.
jester. momo, be good and we'll talk soon!
cheengay. thank you for everything. for the advices, you seem more mature than i am. I'm so proud you're my friend. and i have a little favor to ask. we'll talk.
vher. i know youre always there. thanks for sticking around, for being a true friend. you can count on me dude! IM HERE.
earl. thank you for making me happy at times. but i don't know. we need to talk.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. that includes almost everything under the sun. well, i don't wanna talk about video scandals here, influenza ah1n1 virus, leadership forums, rescheduling of classes, heartaches, infidelities and others.
truth is, IDK what to write here, a lot has happened since the last time i posted an entry well,,
it rained real hard for days
i slipped inside our house
i cried cos of 2 guys
shopped for shoes
tennis/sporty day
night out with HS friends
enrollment
and a lot more.
aw. i miss bunch of people.
thanks tsinito for the phone call last night, i really miss you! ;)
thanks ver for calling me in the wee hours just to tell me you have a new number. I'm so glad you got one, no need to take chances from your other unofficial numbers.
thanks BES for talking things out with me regarding jasson and earl
thanks edmund for the concern and i hate you for not replying
thanks sonny for the advices. you gotta learn lessons of your own.
thanks to my friends. ILY all.
thanks to you, earl, for texting me every time i need you to txt me. ILY aw.
HELLO! VISITOR, A LIL PIECE OF INFO ABOUT the BLOGGER. YOU CAN CALL HER RMI SHE LOVE COLOURS. NO FAVORITISMS SHE CAN GO WITH ANY COLORS DEPENDING ON HER MOOD !
the blogger is a graduating student of Marketing Management in the University of Santo Tomas
loves eating and chatting with friends
major interest is fashion and tv series such as Supernatural, One tree hill, Glee, Gossip girl, boys over flowers, and many more.
I love MUSIC
Since i love music and i am addicted to it, i'll post here lyrics and chords(I'll try to fix that soon) of my favorite songs.
ive got a playlist from mixpod. will update this hmm.. REGULARLY. for now. get sick of the current songs. hehe!
My new Favorite... RT played this as a reflection song during our youth camp.
I've been Lokking for this for the longest time, it actually slipped my mind,
Good thing He played this.. Thanx RT
YOUR EVERYTHING
(WOODSTRUCK ALBUM 2)
In the darkness of life
I search for your light
You alone are my hope oh Lord
Its You Alone..Its You alone
I surrender to You
Take all of my pride
You alone are my savior Lord
Its You alone... Its You alone...
Chorus
You gave up your life for me
You set me free and You
showed me your love
You've given your Everything
for me to live
Bridge
Never have you walked away from me
YOu were always there when I need you
Now and forever I will serve You my master
I will follow You
this one is a Worship song that really struck me during the REVIVE kasangga overnight.
im in love with it! ;)
THROUGH IT ALL
HILLSONG UNITED
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
HOPES
Its a hope of COLOURS
-i wish for HIGHer GRADES----------
-I wish for a HAPPY AND CONTINuOUS LOVE LIFE----------
-I wish and hope for a strong faith and stronger service----------
-I wish to see the sky smile again----------
-I wish for a year full of Fun----------
-I wish for myself happiness----------
-I wish my friends and family happiness, good health and peace of mind---------
THE TODOLIST
MY TO DO LIST!
Laundry Business Feasibility study
SECTORCONFERENCE "HOMERUN"
HOUSEHOLD
Chapter assembly
Planning for November Youth Camp
METROCON
GRADPIC PHOTOSHOOT
here's my unofficial mtv for "the art of letting go by Mikaila" this was a requirement for my Integrated Marketing Communications subject. Doing this video was a total exasperation for me and tin. the guy from the vid was my dear friend Nikko Gomez who was kind enough to help me and tin and was very generous to let us use his condo unit and his face for the vid. thanx nikko.
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