there are things that you dont want to think of but you cant even forget it. much like whats happening to me for the past three days. things that i dont really want to think of keeps on getting back inside my head. not having anj around makes things difficult. i have nobody to talk to. i so want tsinito to be around so badly too but he cant because he has his own life and family.. I'm left with the 4 walls of my room, my effin senti sounds, and my fckng helpless self.
there are things that you dont want to continue but you are afraid to end it. i dont want to continue to feel this way. the feeling of loneliness and alone-ness and the longing for him. it's fucking tiring. but i am really afraid to end it. because i still believe that he'll come back, that maybe he still needs time to think things and to asses his feelings. i'm still hoping. ;'(
it's just like you dont want to expect anything but youre still willing to wait. yea. i dont want to expect anything but i cant helpd it! if a kiss is an assurance then he gave me that. it felt like "im going back, wait for me.." but what's keeping him so long? the other girl? i know he loved(?,, or still loves) that girl so much. but am i not enough? i'm still willing to wait, but i dont know how long..
i received this msg from eyi earlier. "feelings are not permanent, maybe you love that person today.. maybe tomorrow its hurt.."
...sooner or later, i'll get over him..
i know i will.. and thats whats keeping me strong right now, the hope that there is still hapiness after this.
10:40 AM
Saturday, December 06, 2008 COLOURED.
let destiny decide
there are things that you dont want to think of but you cant even forget it. much like whats happening to me for the past three days. things that i dont really want to think of keeps on getting back inside my head. not having anj around makes things difficult. i have nobody to talk to. i so want tsinito to be around so badly too but he cant because he has his own life and family.. I'm left with the 4 walls of my room, my effin senti sounds, and my fckng helpless self.
there are things that you dont want to continue but you are afraid to end it. i dont want to continue to feel this way. the feeling of loneliness and alone-ness and the longing for him. it's fucking tiring. but i am really afraid to end it. because i still believe that he'll come back, that maybe he still needs time to think things and to asses his feelings. i'm still hoping. ;'(
it's just like you dont want to expect anything but youre still willing to wait. yea. i dont want to expect anything but i cant helpd it! if a kiss is an assurance then he gave me that. it felt like "im going back, wait for me.." but what's keeping him so long? the other girl? i know he loved(?,, or still loves) that girl so much. but am i not enough? i'm still willing to wait, but i dont know how long..
i received this msg from eyi earlier. "feelings are not permanent, maybe you love that person today.. maybe tomorrow its hurt.."
...sooner or later, i'll get over him..
i know i will.. and thats whats keeping me strong right now, the hope that there is still hapiness after this.
HELLO! VISITOR, A LIL PIECE OF INFO ABOUT the BLOGGER. YOU CAN CALL HER RMI SHE LOVE COLOURS. NO FAVORITISMS SHE CAN GO WITH ANY COLORS DEPENDING ON HER MOOD !
the blogger is a graduating student of Marketing Management in the University of Santo Tomas
loves eating and chatting with friends
major interest is fashion and tv series such as Supernatural, One tree hill, Glee, Gossip girl, boys over flowers, and many more.
I love MUSIC
Since i love music and i am addicted to it, i'll post here lyrics and chords(I'll try to fix that soon) of my favorite songs.
ive got a playlist from mixpod. will update this hmm.. REGULARLY. for now. get sick of the current songs. hehe!
My new Favorite... RT played this as a reflection song during our youth camp.
I've been Lokking for this for the longest time, it actually slipped my mind,
Good thing He played this.. Thanx RT
YOUR EVERYTHING
(WOODSTRUCK ALBUM 2)
In the darkness of life
I search for your light
You alone are my hope oh Lord
Its You Alone..Its You alone
I surrender to You
Take all of my pride
You alone are my savior Lord
Its You alone... Its You alone...
Chorus
You gave up your life for me
You set me free and You
showed me your love
You've given your Everything
for me to live
Bridge
Never have you walked away from me
YOu were always there when I need you
Now and forever I will serve You my master
I will follow You
this one is a Worship song that really struck me during the REVIVE kasangga overnight.
im in love with it! ;)
THROUGH IT ALL
HILLSONG UNITED
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
HOPES
Its a hope of COLOURS
-i wish for HIGHer GRADES----------
-I wish for a HAPPY AND CONTINuOUS LOVE LIFE----------
-I wish and hope for a strong faith and stronger service----------
-I wish to see the sky smile again----------
-I wish for a year full of Fun----------
-I wish for myself happiness----------
-I wish my friends and family happiness, good health and peace of mind---------
THE TODOLIST
MY TO DO LIST!
Laundry Business Feasibility study
SECTORCONFERENCE "HOMERUN"
HOUSEHOLD
Chapter assembly
Planning for November Youth Camp
METROCON
GRADPIC PHOTOSHOOT
here's my unofficial mtv for "the art of letting go by Mikaila" this was a requirement for my Integrated Marketing Communications subject. Doing this video was a total exasperation for me and tin. the guy from the vid was my dear friend Nikko Gomez who was kind enough to help me and tin and was very generous to let us use his condo unit and his face for the vid. thanx nikko.
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