it started last Thursday.. we watched bedtime stories together. it was one of those nights when i feel super happy being with him. that was like "our" pre-celebration of his birthday. after our date i phoned one of my closest friend to confirm our bonding the following day. a supposed-to-be short conversation lasted for hours. and the topic was Him and Me. i understand my friend for not being happy about what's happening between me and 'my' guy. i mean my friend is right! if he really likes me, he would tell our friends about us. little do i know that before we meet for our date my friend and my guy talked over the phone.. and still my guy didnt metion anything about me, instead he asked about the other girl and another girl who is also is close to my friend. it didnt really broke my heart. but it hurts. the phone conversation lasted for three hours, i slept at 3am. January 19 friday, i woke up and received some messages regarding a friend who is in the hospital.. the msg said, she's in critical condition, 50/50... i then closed my eyes and fell back to sleep. when i opened my eyes again, my sister told me, she's dead. and i really cant believe it. NIKKI, my friend is dead. i was like NO- youre kidding me right? i phoned my close friend again to tell him im still up for the bonding. and i confirmed if the news were true, and he said yes. and i dont believe him still. that afternoon, after work, i went to my friends wake. i'm fighting myself not to cry.. i was about to, but when i saw my friend there, and her face,, she's smiling. and i told myself, she's happy, she with Him already. so the tears just went back to my eyes. but it's like a dream, she's like just sleeping. i still cant believe it. that night. he's also there. it's awkward really. that was the first time that we're together surrounded with friends. friends who had no idea about how i feel, who had no idea about what we are going through. maybe nikki knows it by now. saying plain hello has become extra hard.. and saying goodbye is a little bit harder. you know what they say about not saying goodbye when youre in a wake. i just remembered it right now, i said goodbye to him...
me: goodbye *him, squeezed my hand him: bye
(to be continued...)
12:42 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 COLOURED.
the real deal
it started last Thursday.. we watched bedtime stories together. it was one of those nights when i feel super happy being with him. that was like "our" pre-celebration of his birthday. after our date i phoned one of my closest friend to confirm our bonding the following day. a supposed-to-be short conversation lasted for hours. and the topic was Him and Me. i understand my friend for not being happy about what's happening between me and 'my' guy. i mean my friend is right! if he really likes me, he would tell our friends about us. little do i know that before we meet for our date my friend and my guy talked over the phone.. and still my guy didnt metion anything about me, instead he asked about the other girl and another girl who is also is close to my friend. it didnt really broke my heart. but it hurts. the phone conversation lasted for three hours, i slept at 3am. January 19 friday, i woke up and received some messages regarding a friend who is in the hospital.. the msg said, she's in critical condition, 50/50... i then closed my eyes and fell back to sleep. when i opened my eyes again, my sister told me, she's dead. and i really cant believe it. NIKKI, my friend is dead. i was like NO- youre kidding me right? i phoned my close friend again to tell him im still up for the bonding. and i confirmed if the news were true, and he said yes. and i dont believe him still. that afternoon, after work, i went to my friends wake. i'm fighting myself not to cry.. i was about to, but when i saw my friend there, and her face,, she's smiling. and i told myself, she's happy, she with Him already. so the tears just went back to my eyes. but it's like a dream, she's like just sleeping. i still cant believe it. that night. he's also there. it's awkward really. that was the first time that we're together surrounded with friends. friends who had no idea about how i feel, who had no idea about what we are going through. maybe nikki knows it by now. saying plain hello has become extra hard.. and saying goodbye is a little bit harder. you know what they say about not saying goodbye when youre in a wake. i just remembered it right now, i said goodbye to him...
HELLO! VISITOR, A LIL PIECE OF INFO ABOUT the BLOGGER. YOU CAN CALL HER RMI SHE LOVE COLOURS. NO FAVORITISMS SHE CAN GO WITH ANY COLORS DEPENDING ON HER MOOD !
the blogger is a graduating student of Marketing Management in the University of Santo Tomas
loves eating and chatting with friends
major interest is fashion and tv series such as Supernatural, One tree hill, Glee, Gossip girl, boys over flowers, and many more.
I love MUSIC
Since i love music and i am addicted to it, i'll post here lyrics and chords(I'll try to fix that soon) of my favorite songs.
ive got a playlist from mixpod. will update this hmm.. REGULARLY. for now. get sick of the current songs. hehe!
My new Favorite... RT played this as a reflection song during our youth camp.
I've been Lokking for this for the longest time, it actually slipped my mind,
Good thing He played this.. Thanx RT
YOUR EVERYTHING
(WOODSTRUCK ALBUM 2)
In the darkness of life
I search for your light
You alone are my hope oh Lord
Its You Alone..Its You alone
I surrender to You
Take all of my pride
You alone are my savior Lord
Its You alone... Its You alone...
Chorus
You gave up your life for me
You set me free and You
showed me your love
You've given your Everything
for me to live
Bridge
Never have you walked away from me
YOu were always there when I need you
Now and forever I will serve You my master
I will follow You
this one is a Worship song that really struck me during the REVIVE kasangga overnight.
im in love with it! ;)
THROUGH IT ALL
HILLSONG UNITED
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
HOPES
Its a hope of COLOURS
-i wish for HIGHer GRADES----------
-I wish for a HAPPY AND CONTINuOUS LOVE LIFE----------
-I wish and hope for a strong faith and stronger service----------
-I wish to see the sky smile again----------
-I wish for a year full of Fun----------
-I wish for myself happiness----------
-I wish my friends and family happiness, good health and peace of mind---------
THE TODOLIST
MY TO DO LIST!
Laundry Business Feasibility study
SECTORCONFERENCE "HOMERUN"
HOUSEHOLD
Chapter assembly
Planning for November Youth Camp
METROCON
GRADPIC PHOTOSHOOT
here's my unofficial mtv for "the art of letting go by Mikaila" this was a requirement for my Integrated Marketing Communications subject. Doing this video was a total exasperation for me and tin. the guy from the vid was my dear friend Nikko Gomez who was kind enough to help me and tin and was very generous to let us use his condo unit and his face for the vid. thanx nikko.
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