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Saturday, April 03, 2010 COLOURED.

update

after ng maramig attempts ko last week na magupdate, finally,, nakapagsiumla din akong magtype. well, i dont really know how to tell all the stories that i want to share with you friends, i cant seem to find the perfect words to describe how happy i am with how things are going.

I'm with rj almost everyday. I am happy that the people that we love are happy for us. thank you so much first of all to my family who accepted rj. :) especially to my mama. i never really expected that she would be that nice to him. to my sisters anj and eyi, i know you witnessed all my downfalls,, you were always there for me. i love you both, you guys know the truth behind our love story,, and still you didn't get mad with him, u know he makes me happy. to all my ust friends who always kept saying that we two are perfect for each other, to marc, chapi, aydz, grace, anjo, clyde, val and nadine.. u were our match-makers. thank you so much for helping us realize that we are really good for each other. to chapi and nadine, my sisters who helped me with my fight for rj. to marc and anjo for always telling me that the most important thing is that we are happy. thank you. to all my other friends who are happy for us. thank you so much. it means a lot to us. thank you to rj's family for accepting me. i dont know,, but thank you for being nice to me. :) i want to say thank you to rj's ex-girlfriend. thank you for letting go of him. thank you because you made the right choice. i know this sounds rude. i cant be totally happy knowing that someone is hurting because of my happiness. but life is unfair. i had my fair share of heartaches and disappointments. i guess its about time that i get my total happiness. this is not destiny. this is God's plan for me. last thursday i watched one more chance with rj and his family @ their place, and this is my favorite scene



"baka kaya tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal naten, kase baka merong bagong darating na mas OK, na mas mamahalin tayo, yung taong hindi tayo sasaktan at paaasahin, yung nag-iisang taong magtatama ng mali sa buhay naten, nang lahat ng mali sa buhay mo.."

nasabi ko na sakanya to kanina, "baka ikaw na yung taong mas mamahalin ako, yung taong magtatama lahat ng mali sa buhay ko" cheesy but i am proud that i said it, because i think being cheesy is a sign of being in-love. well, i think...- no,,
I AM SURE. 
I am, In-Love with Him. :) 

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12:14 AM

Saturday, March 20, 2010 COLOURED.

iloveyoubaby

kung meron akong natutunan about my past heartlife yun ay ang magtake ng risk, maging wise sa decisions, maging masaya sa kung ano ang pinili at panindigan ang mga kalalabasan ng mga actions. I'm a loser in love for all you know. i dont really believe in courting, i fall easily, im really very transparent when it comes to my feelings.  for the past years, Lord always shields me from those guys that might harm me, but gave me enough experience to learn something.

Again, i took a risk without even thinking carefully of what might happen.

and now, every bit of sacrifices, tears, smiles. its all worth it.


Armie Adato: baby,, npapaisip lng ako. sobrang bilis ng mga ngyari. parang gusto lng natin isa't isa tas eto na.

rj arambulo: e1 ko rin
rj arambulo: ganun pag love e
Armie Adato: oo nga e.

i still believe in the magic of love. time is not a factor to judge what true love is.

i love you baby. i believe God gave me YOU. 

kaya kahit ano mangyari, kahit ijudge pa ng tao ung relasyon natin. i dont care. basta mahalaga. masaya tayo pareho. masaya yung mga taong mahahalaga sa atin para satin at c God nsa center lng.

so paninindigan n tlga natin to dba?


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10:16 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010 COLOURED.

Lessons

thanks ATE for sharing ur greatest love lessons with me. i missed you as much as i missed anj.
went to robinsons galleria with my eldest sister mary esguerra. i missed sharing love stories with her. i learned a lot and was able to share what im going thru right now. im also happy that i opened up this issue with mama. no secrets when it comes to heartlife anymore. im a big girl and will graduate soon so boyfriends are not a big deal with my family right now. 11 days before graduation day, ive never been so excited. finally, all the hard work. i have so many plans and i know God will always be there for me. im not afraid anymore,, i already talked to God. He's with me. :) i just need to trust Him and be faithful. my shoutout never failed me. always,, BE FAITHFUL. im excited to serve again,. SUMMER=YFC,, my life. i really missed it. aw. cant wait.

for now. Pray.

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10:31 PM

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 COLOURED.

nakakasanay na

2 consecutive days with babs. and later with Him again. nakakasanay na.. actually make 2 consecutive days a month. ever since we started our IMPLAN, everyday n kmi mgksma and halos laging mgkasaby umuuwi,. hai. at least now i can feel good and no Off limits for Him. SINGLE na e. hahahaha! 

loving my last days before grad. 

YFC peeps. see you latuuuur! IMY all, :) 

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8:18 AM

Sunday, March 07, 2010 COLOURED.

first goodbye

okay i cant sleep. and i thought i want a rest. sigh. i think i really need to release this.

i am D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D. super. with babs. 

:| okaaay. it frustrates me that i cant have what i want cos i know i always got what i want. and when i say want as in SUPER WANT. this happens like once in a blue moon thats why i cant get over it that easily. you'll understand if you're my BES and u know my JASSON love story.

i want BABS so badly. I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY.

okay. i dont want to be a rebound girl but, im happy to know that they broke up. im not plastic. I felt HAPPY when he told me its OVER. i know i didnt get my hopes high. but it frustrates me that they're back together. oh why o why. maybe you'll think im BAD. but hey, tao lng ako! but u know what?? i can get over this right?


cute. :| 




aw. GOODBYE BABS. 

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1:05 AM

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 COLOURED.

YEAR-End Post

Reminiscing the good times and Bad times of 2009 :D

ill Try my very best to find all of the pictures asked for in the year 2009.
since ill be busy for mplans. ;) i'll post this as early as now.

A picture of you in your room.



(L)november 5, 2009 (R)december 26, 2009

its a habit that whenever we're bored. we dress up, do our make up and voila!! instant pictorial in our room. ;DD

A picture of you posing with someone you don't actually like


January 31, 2009

i used to like Myk. he has been a very good friend to me until he did something that made me hate him to bits. im not the type who keep grudges, all i am asking is a personal apology. but i guess, ill never get one. so there,, i dont like him anymore.


A picture with a former crush


this is an exemption since i forgot if i ever had a picture with Paolo this year. ;O
i just want to put this. ;)

my latest former crush, "Paolo". A very good friend. i really don't know why. "swerte gf nito,, pero swerte dn nman tlga siya sa gf nya. ;)"

picture/s of you with a parent or two.


Ulah's Debut @ camelot hotel, Aug 1, 2009

Tatay's first few hours at home Nov 24,2009

picture/s of you on your birthday


July 5, 2009 @ malvar court.. WEST B UNITED welcome party. ;)

A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits


December 27,2009 with dai and abby

finally, used my plaid dress and boot cut chucks. i heart. ;) nice concept BES for your party. ;)

picture/s of you making a goofy face at the camera



April 28,2009
meeting for Take the Lead Youth Camp
with my cousin Anton. ;)

A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive


August 3, 2009
not to make it more attractive but to make it more presentable.
i adjusted the curves so the background would be lighter.

picture/s of you and a team or club you're in.


YFC. ;)
@Cebu International Leaders conference
April 5,2009

A picture of a night you regret


January 31,2009
this was the first night that i watched earl's gig. the day sfter i texted my friend kyla.
"somehow i regret going to his gig. the truth slaps itself to me. the girl was there. Im really a fool for believing that things are gonna work for me and him.. maybe anj was right, he likes me but he loves her. "

i regret it sometimes til now, if i was brave enough back then to let go of him, things wouldnt go this far. if i stopped believing with whatever we had, i shouldnt be hurting right now. i shouldnt have given him everything. but i guess theres no use regretting. whatever decisions i made, i made it becasue i want it. i believed in it. i prayed for it. there is no wrong decision, there are just factors that we cannot control that affects our decisions.

picture/s of you showing off a new haircut



posed for my show off.
shortest hair ever January 29,2009
no regrets. i just want to try something new.

Your most recent picture


Cheen's Rockstar Debut, December 27,2009

tagged in on facebook that you aren't actually in.


tagged by dee enriquez December 26,2009. for cheens debut.

A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.

December 13, 2009
May 1, 2009

HEARTLIFE. i dont have control over things. til now i know deep in my heart i wish i was the ONE for him. but i guess God doesnt want HIM for me. i deserve better. now i have to move on. No more sadness and bitterness for EARL this 2010.

A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.


Tutoring Inigo. i love the kid. i miss him at times. he's one of the reasons why i love life. he's just so adorable and smart. i love inigo. ;)) and i miss him so much.

A picture of your oldest friend.

January 17,2009 Liveloud concert @ word of Hope

CHO @ Holy Child Academy July 26,2009
Airon Andrew Bonifacio, ive known him since first year high school. though we dont get to talk these past months,, "nkaSmart na kc" i know he'll forever be my friend its a good thing ive got to see him during YFC conferences. ;)

A picture with your newest friend/s

Marc, chapi and Anjo November 21, 2009

Homerun Music Min Household.
with Jogo, Elmar,Gio, Pangga, Cherry, RT, Michael, Da and Bes. ;)

my 4Marketing6 Family. ;)


My Loves, Intet,Clyde,Aiko and Chapi.
never thought that id get along with these girls.
Confession: i never really liked clyde and aiko way back, i just think they're the kind that i wont be able to share my stories and routines with.


OJT bosses. ;) they never made me feel inferior of them. ;)

A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.


Thea's Bday, April 25, 2009

A picture of you taking a shot/ chugging a beer/ downing some sort of mixed drink


December 12,2009
good times @ Marc's Pad. with Pareng El Hombre.



A picture of you with the people you love.


Family, priceless. ;)


October 15,2009 kfc dinner one-to-ones with parts (joy lugto)


December 27,2009 with Tsinito (lee Narciso) and Momo (Jester Rubite)


December 17,2009 wit forever CAM friends. ;)


May 8, 2009 YFC MASMBONG Team Building
I love my YFC Family. i am sorry for not being so active and not being a great leader this 2009
i hope God will help me rebuild our Chapter this coming year. ILY Masambong. ;))

A picture of a time when everything was changing


4th yr, First Sem Enrollment.
May 29,2009

days before enrolment was a rollercoaster. this was life changing because this was the first time that i was scheduled PM for school. i needed to leave my tutoring job, i felt stupid and unproductive during my third year days.. i felt that i took my studies for granted thats why i was placed in PM, but i actually considered the positive side of being there, aside from having new classmates which means new friends.. i can see earl at night because he lives near our school. i can have more time with my dear friend pau. and i dont have to wake up so early in the morning.
and now i am so happy because i have my 4m6 family. no regrets,,



A picture that makes your heart hurt


Aby Sy and Earl Rome Mediante

don't know when exactly, but definitely just this year.
this was the first picture that made my heart hurt,, this was the start of my sweetest downfall. i hated it but was thankful that finally,, i can move on with life without thinking how earl would spend his life without me. definitely happy because of her.


A picture that makes your heart smile


December 25, 2009
with Queen Nazareth, my cutest and Bratty youngest cousin.
whenever im sad i think of her and wants to see her. i am fond of kids and she's my favorite. she's smart and cute. i just love her.



GoODBYE 2009, I'll cherish all the good times and let go of the BAd things. thank you for making my year a roller coaster ride. thank you for the memories, for the experiences and the lessons.

Welcome 2010, LETS GET IT ON!!!!!!!!

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